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[15 Sep 2007|07:54pm]
Hear the voices in my head
I swear to God it sounds like they're snoring
Well if you're bored then you're boring
The agony and the irony they're killing me

I'm not sick but I'm not well
and I'm so hot cause I'm in Hell
I'm not sick but I'm not well
and it's a sin to live this well
(Crank Up The Classical Music )

[05 Feb 2005|07:57pm]
I'm taking a break from livejournal. I might come back, I might not. I don't know how long it will be until I decide what I'm going to do, I just have to get away from livejournal. Livejournal is stealing my happiness. It's making me sad and pissed off, and I'm done feeling that way. I'm outta here, at least for now.
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[02 Feb 2005|06:57pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Kryptonite by 3 Doors Down ]

I woke up late today. I only had 1 pair of clean soccer socks (ones that were too small for me), I didn't get to straighten my hair (again!), my brother left without me. My morning sucked.
But once I got to school it kinda rocked. I got to school and I immediatly went to see the list of the first cuts. Not really for my sake, (not meaning to sound arrogant!) but I was almost positive I was on there. I was checking to see if Keri had gotten past the first cut, and when I looked on the sheet, she had! As long as she did good at practice today, she made the team! So I'm hoping...After I looked at the sign up sheet, I went to first period, and the bell rang, so I got to be late for first period which is always awesome because 1st period sucks. When I eventually got to first period I was like 10 minutes late because of all the stuff I had to do, but I walked in, she didn't even ask me where I was, I just sat down and she said "we don't have enough people here today, so we are not taking the test." So that was awesome. We spent the class watching movies (in English, so I didn't have to do translations which was great). We even got to watch one on soccer!
Then I went to 2nd period, and we just had to do this crossword puzzle thing, which meant that I could listen to my MP3 player! So yeah, I spent the class listening to music and doing a crossword puzzle.
Then I went to 3rd period, and one of the girls in my class, Mary, came over to me and said "God is amazing!" and she handed me an Mazing M&M's bar. Then I looked on the board and saw that we were taking notes today, but Mangino wasn't teaching! The student teacher got to teach us! AWESOME!
After I left there, I found out that Tj didn't make the team. He was really depressed/sad. There wasn't/isn't anything I can do. He's still really sad. He was really excited about playing soccer this season too...
Then I got into 4th period which was as awesome as always.
Then I went into 5th period, and the essay we were assigned finally is a creative writing one! I will finally make a good grade on an essay!
And 6th period was as awesome as always!

Then I was late to soccer practice and coach yelled at me for not telling her. Well boo-freaking-hoo. I told everyone I saw to tell her, as soon as I found out I had to be late. Coach Black had us first run a mile and a half, then sprint the long sides of the track and jog the curves and do something else, I dont' remember. Well, I always feel sick after I run a mile and half...I just don't have a lot of endurance. I let them know that I wasn't feeling well and Coach Black told me to keep running. I was about to freaking throw up, and she told me to keep running. When I stopped, she told me to keep going. I jogged over to coach Weaver, (by this time I was crying), and I told her I felt really sick. She let me sit out, and she took me up to the gym for a few minutes to get warm. We came back down and the girls were about to start doing drills with a ball, which I really wanted to do, but I felt really crappy still. So, Keri called Tj for me and he came and picked me up and I went home and just slept. I still feel pretty sick, but I should be ok. I was worried about getting cut by Coach Black because she already didn't like me, this was just giving her a great excuse to cut me. But as I was walking back to the gym with Coach Weaver, she told me that I didn't need to worry about what was happening. She said, "From seeing you in practice, I already know you're a really fun girl who knows when it's play time and when it's work time and you act on that. You're really great with a ball and I'm not going to let you get taken away." So, she basically told me that I made the team. That eased my conscience soooo much.


Today was really fun, despite soccer. =D

(Crank Up The Classical Music )

[31 Jan 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Avondale by Yellowcard ]

I've had a great past two weeks...Dustin and I broke up last wednesday, but that's about the only bad thing that's happened. Soccer tryouts were last week and are this week. First cuts are posted on Wednesday, and I'm not worried if I'm going to make it (sorry if that sounds arrogant!), but I really really hope Keri, Tj's girlfriend, makes it. She and I have gotten to spend a lot of time together because of soccer, and I really want to keep spending time with her because she's so awesome! She keeps telling me how much she wants to make the team too, so I really hope she does.
School's been ok. I've finally settled into a routine, and 4th period by far is my favorite class. The school day actually goes by pretty fast after 3rd period. It just takes forever to get past 3rd period!

Not really much else to say.


♥♥Happy Russian Revolution♥♥

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[24 Jan 2005|09:28pm]
Ok, so today I brought money to send Robin a balloon in case she wanted one. Turns out, she didn't. Meredith was standing right there and said "Well, why not send one to me?" So we made our way to the school store and Meredith couldn't make up her mind on a balloon. Since we were going to be late for class, I chose the batman logo balloon. Then I had to pick a card to write a note to her...so I said "BUTTERFLIES!" so I wrote on the butterfly index card thingy. I was late to first period, but it's Schaefer so it doesn't really matter. Meredith got her balloon in 4th period (she was supposed to get it in third! rawr!) so I found her right before 5th period and she had it and I was like yes! And she had to carry it around and it was just awesome.

I wish someone would send me a batman balloon.
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I AM SO AWESOME. [21 Jan 2005|06:57pm]
[ mood | predatory ]

HAHAHAHAHA. This is so awesome.

Ok, earlier today Arielle's friend came home with her. yeah, whatever. Anyway, later Arielle's boyfriend and his friend came over. Well, they got bored pretty quick, so at one point Arielle's friend Nicole came inside and was like "Serena! Come outside! HURRY!" I put up a fight, but Andy (Arielle's boyfriend) coaxed me outside saying he wanted to scheme on Arielle while she was gone (Her birthday is coming and he has this big scheme going for her that I'm supposed to be involved in soon, which is why I believed him). Well, I stepped outside on my porch and Arielle jumps out with the hose and sprays me...I'm soaked and pissed. Well, after the laughter from that subsided they decided to go to the park.

About twenty minutes ago....

I told my Mom about this as she walked in the door and Tj was like "Well, you know what you have to do right?" "Yeah, but I don't know when they're coming home." So I went upstairs and I asked my dad to call them and see when they were coming home. He called and she said "We're getting in the car now...We'll be there in about five minutes." So I ran downstairs to Tj and told him. We went outside and turned on the hose. I crouched in the bushes and waited. About ten minutes later, Tj was pretending to be looking through his car when they drove up. The five of them stood in the driveway for a while before making their way to the house. Tj walked ahead of them to make sure he didn't get sprayed and he gave me the signal. I jumped out and sprayed Arielle and Andy and Nicole with the hose! Arielle threw something at me and started towards me so I sprayed her some more! Then they ran out of range of the hose and started shivering. My mom came out and said in mock-concern "Oh, Arielle! What happened? Well, you know, you're not allowed to come in the house while you're dripping!" And Arielle was like "WHAT?!" and I started cracking up even more. I walked inside while she was begging me to bring her a towel. I ignored her and a few minutes later she and Nicole walked inside and Andy was driving away, apparently very wet from trying to help Arielle and Nicole dry off.

It was so awesome!

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[18 Jan 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | philosophical ]
[ music | This is a Call by Thousand Foot Crutch ]

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things-your God, family, your children, your health, your friends,and your favorite passions-things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house, and your car. The sand is everything else-the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal." Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand." One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

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Today [11 Jan 2005|09:29pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Look What You've Done by Jet ]

Today wasn't that great but one good thing--I didn't think as much about what happened.

I woke up this morning really sick. I didn't want to go to school I but did. I might stay home tomorrow.

Before school was fun as always. We just walked around talking and laughing and stuff.
First period sucked-Like always. RAWR. I don't like Schaefer at all. But she likes me. She doesn't like Tj or Arielle, but she likes me.

Second period was fun. Coach Peterson let us listen to our Mp3 players while we did our work so that was awesome. I was working with Melly and she didn't have an MP3 player, so We alternated. She'd listen to a song, then I would listen to one. It was cool. I listened to the Napoleon Dynamite song, the one at the end during his big dance scene? yeah, it's called Canned Heat. It's an awesome song, actually.

Third period was boring--as always. It dragged on and on.

Fourth was boring. I thought we were going to have to dress out after we got our lockers today, so I brought my bag and I was one of two people who brought it. It was pretty funny. Luckily, we didn't do ANYTHING in PE. I sat on the bleachers in entire time and I fell asleep for a while.

I went to the clinic before lunch, but no one was home to come get me. I felt like crap but I was stuck at school. Lunch was ok, I was pretty bored and I was half asleep but from what I remember it was fun.

Fifth was ok. I liked the movie. It was short and I didn't like how they kept interrupting it with the commentary because I really don't give a crap what some college professor thinks of The Cask of Amontillado. But I love the works that are in old english, so it was fun for me.

I was about to die in sixth. I felt so horrible and the last thing I needed was a quiz to worry about. But I had to take it and I have homework to do...Which sucks.

I came home and I fell asleep around 4...It was good. I feel kinda better now, but I still don't feel well. I'm getting other people sick apparently too. Dustin said he thought he was getting sick and Ash said she felt bad and sick too. Yay for making other people sick!



Thanks to everyone who listened to me. You don't know how much you helped. It's amazing how such awesome people call me their friend. You guys kick bum!

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[05 Jan 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | Miles Apart by Yellowcard ]

The game was fun yesterday. Kory was there, Dustin went, and so did Robin =D It was awesome. Oh yeah, Melly showed up eventually.

School was ok.

I was pretty glad to go back---Home was getting kind of boring.

I got up at like 6 today, which is pretty early for me. I got ready and got to school about 10 till 7. I couldn't remember my locker combination, so I was beating my locker and trying to remember my combo when I realized I could get it from my homeroom teacher. So I walked around looking for Robin for a while when I ran into her brother who was like "She's back there looking for you" and there she was...Back there, in the EXACT spot I had been standing. It was weird. So we walked around for a bit until we ran into Meredith and we went to her locker and then went looking around for more people. Then it was time for homeroom.

1st period-Same as usual. No one fun in there or anything. Although we got to play hangman and I kicked anus. I cheated, but no one has to know =)

2nd-TONS of new people in there. It's cool, but I feel really crowded now. It used to be only like 6 people on one side of the room, now there are like no empty seats left. I don't like having that big a class, but it's some cool people so I'll get over it.

3rd-Same as usual. Jamima left, which sucks because she was my only friend in that class but whatever.

4th-I DON'T WANT TO DO PE! ACK. I'm going to have to do PE and then go out to soccer practice! Plus we have to do all these current events and crap. And the current events can't be on just anything, they have to be on health and nutrition! Grawr. Plus, Meredith, who was SUPPOSED to be in this class and make it fun for me, got her schedule all mixed up so I don't have any classes with her! >=(

5th-A LOT smaller. It's cool though, I like small classes.

6th-The same...except for one new kid, Tyler.

So yeah. School isn't going to be as fun as last semester. But I'll get through...I won't have many free weekends I'm guessing though!

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Christmas [26 Dec 2004|01:35pm]
Christmas was so much fun! Arielle woke me up at 7 as usual and we had fun waking up my parents. At about 7:30/7:45 we got to start opening presents which was really fun. We finished opening at about 9:30 and we bascially just messed around with our new things. I tried to start putting songs on my new MP3 player, but it was busted, so I have to take it back. So instead I went and watched Napoleon Dynamite. Around 1/1:30 all my family started coming over and we exchanged gifts and played some games. They started to leave at around 5:30. So I started playing my cousin's new Dance Dance Revolution game which was fun when Dustin called and my mom said I could invite him over. So he got to come over for about four hours and we played Taboo with my Aunt, Uncle, Dad, Mom, Grandma, and my Aunt's mother. It was tons of fun. Then Arielle came downstairs and asked if she could go to the movies with her friend and his little brother and his little brother's girlfriend. Well, I knew the girlfriend and Dustin knew the little brother, so when Arielle's friend came to get her I ran to the door and said "Hi! Are Mel and Kory in the car?" and I think I scared him. It was really funny. They weren't there, which kinda made me sad. After that we just started playing some weird video game that my dad got for christmas until we decided to watch Napoleon Dynamite. I watched that movie three times yesterday. And I still think it's hilarious.


Hope everyone's christmas was awesome!
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Merry Christmas [24 Dec 2004|11:56pm]
[ mood | Cheery ]

'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse;
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there;
The children were nestled all snug in their beds,
While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads;
And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap,
Had just settled down for a long winter's nap,
When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,
I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.
Away to the window I flew like a flash,
Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash.
The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow
Gave the luster of mid-day to objects below,
When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,
But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer,
With a little old driver, so lively and quick,
I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick.
More rapid than eagles his coursers they came,
And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name;
"Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! now, Prancer and Vixen!
On, Comet! on Cupid! on, Donder and Blitzen!
To the top of the porch! to the top of the wall!
Now dash away! dash away! dash away all!"
As dry leaves that before the wild hurricane fly,
When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky,
So up to the house-top the coursers they flew,
With the sleigh full of toys, and St. Nicholas too.
And then, in a twinkling, I heard on the roof
The prancing and pawing of each little hoof.
As I drew in my hand, and was turning around,
Down the chimney St. Nicholas came with a bound.
He was dressed all in fur, from his head to his foot,
And his clothes were all tarnished with ashes and soot;
A bundle of toys he had flung on his back,
And he looked like a peddler just opening his pack.
His eyes -- how they twinkled! his dimples how merry!
His cheeks were like roses, his nose like a cherry!
His droll little mouth was drawn up like a bow,
And the beard of his chin was as white as the snow;
The stump of a pipe he held tight in his teeth,
And the smoke it encircled his head like a wreath;
He had a broad face and a little round belly,
That shook, when he laughed like a bowlful of jelly.
He was chubby and plump, a right jolly old elf,
And I laughed when I saw him, in spite of myself;
A wink of his eye and a twist of his head,
Soon gave me to know I had nothing to dread;
He spoke not a word, but went straight to his work,
And filled all the stockings; then turned with a jerk,
And laying his finger aside of his nose,
And giving a nod, up the chimney he rose;
He sprang to his sleigh, to his team gave a whistle,
And away they all flew like the down of a thistle.
But I heard him exclaim, ere he drove out of sight,
"Merry Christmas to all, and to all a good-night."



Merry Christmas everyone
!

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[23 Dec 2004|11:52pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Until the Day I Die by Story of the Year ]

This break has been so awesome! I can't believe how much fun I'm having!
Saturday-I babysat Meredith's little brother and made some cash so that's always nice
Sunday-I had a nice relaxing day...Just some TV, naps, and a little homework
Monday-Finished my Christmas shopping...Got to go with Arielle, my mom, and Nicole which was really fun
Tuesday-Made Dustin's present and wrapped some gifts...pretty relaxing
Wednesday-Dustin took me to see Meet the Fockers which was pretty good. I like Meet the Parents better, but Meet the Fockers was still a really funny movie.
Today-I went to Dustin's house..I just got back as a matter of fact. We ate some teriyaki chicken stuff...It was pretty good. Then we played Monopoly which was awesome. I never knew Monopoly was so fun! I only had 5 properties but somehow I had about $3500...Until Dustin's brothers took all of it. But it was stil a good run.

I dont' know what's in store for tomorrow....I'll probably go out again with Dustin. Then it's Christmas and I get to see my family and...guess who? Dustin!


I'm loving this break! =D

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[21 Dec 2004|08:32pm]
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hahaha...I love it noemi!! =D  <D yum!</span>
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[18 Dec 2004|01:51pm]






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Robin [16 Dec 2004|10:11pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Wow...I'm so overwhelmed with emotion right now...It's just really strange. I just learned Robin's coming back. I'm ecstatic about that, but it feels kind of weird. I've cried over her for so long...I missed her so much, and I know she didn't miss me that much, heck I kinda doubt she even missed me, but...I dunno, it's just kinda weird. I finally decided to put her behind me, and all of a sudden she's about to be back in my life. I'm incredibly happy, but still...It feels kinda weird...


Still, the fact remains that she's coming back. Yay!

Edit--12/17--

I wrote this in math after I finished my exam today...

I'm excited shes coming back, of course! But I'm still really confused..I want her back because she's my friend, but I don't want her back because I don't want to get hurt again. When I think about not wanting her to come back, I feel guilty, because I know she's my friend and I want to spend time with her again. But when I think of how much I want her back, there's always a little voice inside my head that's telling me "she hurt you...There's a piece of you that's never coming back. What if she comes back and just does it again?" I don't want her to have my hopes way way sky high, and then when she shows up I find out she's changed drastically. I mean, I know she's changed. She spent a year at parkview where she was popular. That can't easily be forgotten. How can I tell that she won't be thrust into popularity when she gets back here? I don't want her to come back and have my hopes up just for her to say "Forget you, I've got other friends now." Although that is what I wholeheartedly deserve, I want to prevent that. I just hope that we're not too different anymore. I don't know if I could take losing her again. I feel really alone about this, too. Because I feel like I'm the only one who has to go through this. Most of yall are at Mill Creek, so it doesn't affect you. Russell and Robin were never close and, for lack of a better expression, emotionally attached like Robin and I were. I can't talk to Robin about this because, well Robin isn't the most sensitive person in the world. I can't talk to Meredith about it because Meredith doesn't really like Robin. There's only one person to talk to....And it makes me feel really alone. I know I'll be excited when I see her, and I still am. I just...I don't even know anymore. It's just hard, you know? It was hard to know at first when I found out she was leaving. It was even harder to have the realization that she probably didn't cry over me. It took me until just a few weeks ago to finally put her behind me, and now all of a sudden she's back in my life again. It's confusing, irratating, and happy all at the same time...

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[03 Dec 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Happy Birthday ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARYN!

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[02 Dec 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Today was awesome. The chapter in our SS book we're doing is all about how to take over the world, so Melly and I have devised our own plan to take over the world. I'm sorry, none of you can be spared. You'll all have to fall to it. But it's ok because you'll eventually go to the Caribbean!

Dude, today I realized that murray flint is a cool dude. He, Dustin Burns, and Pearson Maugeri have a plan to take over the world too, but theirs isn't as great as ours. We're in a race to see who can take over the world faster. Lunch time was just this great big debate about who would take over the world faster, what we would do with each other once we took over the world, and then somehow DMo got involved in the convo. Anyway, it was really cool. And I learned Murray Flint is one cool guy.

Yeah...I'm going to be dictator of the world, and Melly is vice-dictator. It's going to be one crazy, messed up world once I take over. Be glad you'll all be stuck in cages.

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[30 Nov 2004|05:08pm]
Today was pretty fun....I finally got to wear my brand new bright neon orange shirt that I've been wanting to wear! Man I'm awesome.

High point of the day:

Second period was actually really fun. I figured out why Melly is/was so 'giddy' as she says. I also figured out how naiive I am. Hahaha wow that's funny.
And I figured out how to get Melly pumped up for a basketball game ;-)


HAHAHA I WON'T SAY ANYMORE MELLY DON'T WORRY! =D
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[24 Nov 2004|12:24pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | I Want to Break Free by Queen ]

Ten People I Enjoy The Company Of
1. Melly
2. Meredith
3. Dustin
4. Noemi
5. Karyn
6. Meaghan
7. Robin
8. Russell
9. Bullock
10. Taylor M.

Nine Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. go to college
2. tour Europe
3. get married
4. have kids
5. go on some freaking awesome roller coasters
6. tour Asia
7. visit Egypt
8. write a novel
9. see all of my favorite bands in concert

Eight Random Things...
1. Stars
2. Peotry
3. your mother
4. grass in between your toes
5. Ben&Jerry
6. Volleyball
7. Chocolate
8. Scented Candles

Seven Things Always On My Mind
1. school
2. sports
3. my family
4. my friends
5. Songs
6. War
7. Life

Six Items I Touch Every Day
1. my dog
2. my locker
3. my yearbook
4. my grass
5. my computer
6. my pantry

Five Things I Do Everyday
1. Think
2. write
3. sing
4. dance
5. goof off

Four Songs On My Mind
1. Truly, Madly, Deeply by Savage Garden (been in my head for the past 4 days!)
2. Hold On by Jet
3. Best of Friends by Dangerous Toys
4. Daughters by John Mayer

Three People I Cried Because Of In The Past Month (tears of sadness or joy)
1. Robin
2. My brother
3. My mom

Two Of My Favorite Foods
1. COOKIES!
2. Fried Okra

One Thing You Wish For
1. For me to live my life as me, and not as someone I think people want me to be.

Six things you can never forget
1. Starburst Wrappers
2. Russian Revolution Chat Room
3. Reliable Student
4. my first dance
5. my frist date
6. Noemi, Karyn, Meaghan, Robin, Malcolm, Melly, Meredith, Russell and all of eighth grade.

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[23 Nov 2004|02:32pm]
Today was a pretty fun day today

1st kinda sucked but it's German and that class does suck.
2nd was pretty boring except for at the end when the guys decided to make a human pyramid. It worked too, they got 3 people on the bottom, 2 on top of them, and 1 on the very top. They held it too...it was so awesome. It was Dustin Burns, Pearson Maugeri, Michael Her, Murray Flint, Joshua Brown, and Austin Scott.
3rd sucked as usual. Mangina told me to 'smile. you look so down.' I don't smile on command. I'm not his monkey.
4th was boring. I walked outside after 3rd period and it was raining and I was so happy and and when Meredith and I got to the trailer I didn't want to go in, because it was still raining and the bell hadn't rung yet. I stood outside for a while in the rain and it was so awesome. Then everyone started talking to me while I was out there and Poitevint caught on and told me to get inside and sit down. I told him the bell hadn't rung yet and he was like 'sit down before I give you another 0 for the day.' and I didn't think it was worth the fight to stand outside for another minute. Pissed me off though.
5th-Boring...We took the Odyssey test, and Shydia wasn't there today so I got SOME quiet. Bridgitte still wouldn't shut up though.
6th-Was kinda hard but oh well. The test wasn't too bad. I finished really early and I had like 20 minuted left in class so I took the scratch sheet of paper I had and I drew stars ALL over it. It was so awesome.

Now I'm home for thanksgiving break. Hopefully I'll get to do something tomorrow with people....Yeah...
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